Meringue Tower/Gingerbread Crossroads



Saturday, September 01, 2007
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i'm the obsessive sort. Tori Amos, Joni Mitchell, Sekai no Chushin , Nodame Cantabile, Tao Jing Ying and now 881. Which is a very prominent "commoner" presence in my usually-alternative list of objects. however its no surprise when i think about my S.H.E. , Jay Chou phases. Hmm.


Yay. I can't wait for 881 OST 2 to come out. The show is quite crap lar. i quote the brother, "how meaningful can laser shooting out from bras be?" but well i'm the sort who digs for depth. and if to no avail, conjures depth. haha.


but the OST, ah, THAT everyone agrees is good stuff. however, they are really cunning to come up with TWO OSTs cos the first doesn't have all the good songs! grr. But to my horror, i can actually swallow the techno songs. *cringes* 难道我真的那么俗....?! And according to my mum, there won't be a dvd/vcd version for fear of privacy. HOW ELSE CAN I GET MY Auntie LIN RU PING's song!


haha. Lin Ru Ping. She seriously cracks me up. Typical 三姑六婆 face.


i like typing Chinese in my blog. Its definitely more Zheng Yi than an all English blog.


oh im tired of blogging . haven't been doing it for such a long time. no stamina. tatz.


9/01/2007 09:19:00 AM

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maybe love is just another extrapolation of our ego.

isn't it "all about power", mind games, countless psychoanalyses?
hasn't it always been "I'll never find some one" , "I want out" and " I'm really tired of relationships"?

could it be all about the company? all about fulfilling one of the many wants in our lives?
is it satisfying one major (socio-sexual) need in order to step off for the stars? or is it an aimless pursuit driven by conventions?

why do we yearn for something that already sounds unattainable? or have most of us already given up on that ideal and are only motivated by the inertia of older norms?

maybe one day, love will stop all operations. maybe it isn't an absolute existence.
maybe, the "3-flat-condo" will suffice x years later.

my mum once said, " 我跟你讲,爱情只是你在20多岁的时候追求的东西。它不是一切。到了30多岁,你会发现爱情不重要的...... 我这么讲不是因为我已经有一个幸福的家庭。真的。”

but why dive into Self-sacrifice , when you already know there is a chain and ball on your foot? Could you possibly desire to prove "The Individual" wrong?
Could it just be an "approaching infinity"/ never-there-but-always-in-the-process kind of pursuit? Or is it like philosophy, a self-elucidating mechanism where the process is the result?

take no comfort in the fact that all these pseudo-sublime talk dissolve at a touch of your skin, a desperate apology or a kiss from time.

9/01/2007 08:41:00 AM