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Thursday, May 18, 2006
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yi (累)
recently jiu liang not so good

yi (累)
and heart keeps pumping out of control

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
oh my

yi (累) :
could this finally be the end?

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:

pls stop er drinking so much

yi (累)
no no

yi (累)
not e drinking

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
u like mom

yi (累)
sometimes its so fast i feel its gonna jump out of it

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
gdness

yi (累)
haha

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
heart palpitations huh

yi (累) :
yar yar

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
aiya. v unhealthy one lehs

yi (累) :
i wanted to use tt word

yi (累) :
but i duno wat it means

yi (累) :
msut go running ler

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
mom stll go check up. soon.

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:

still RUN!

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
hello

yi (累) :
har?

yi (累) :
doesn't exercise solve it all

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
dont over do it

yi (累) :
haha

yi (累) :
ME

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
no lo

yi (累) :
OVERdo running

yi (累) :
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yi (累) :
tts new

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
it cld be like bld pressure. or stroke. or whatever. heart attack. ha.

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
u dying man.

yi (累) :
gasp

yi (累) :
its finally it

yi (累) :
i gotta write my will again

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
overdo it.. as in like, WOO, heart attack. die.

yi (累) :
wrote it in J1 once

yi (累) :

i'll put on my blog

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
haiyo.

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
tsk

yi (累) :
just to get some frens attention

yi (累) :
hehehe

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
u dying man

yi (累) :
haha

yi (累) :
somehow

yi (累) :
the word dying never scares me

yi (累) :
until it happens

yi (累) :
and then......

yi (累) :
*quoteworthy*

yi (累) :
*strokes beard*

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
ah huh

yi (累) :
语重心长

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
haha

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
dramatime

yi (累) :
"its too late to be scared"

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
o. tts true.

yi (累) :
im just cackling away

yi (累) :
this is so hilarious

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
it is! really.

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
ha

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
i am damn healthy. it sucks/

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
hahaha

yi (累) :
hahhahahahaa

yi (累) :
u're seriously classic

yi (累) :
hahaha

Jan is ceresmap fan ~ tomorrow. says:
i did a health report. its glowing.

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My god. I love talking with Janice bout serious stuff like life and death. We make it sound like sesame street (just that big bird and oscar decided to go whisky on the rock).

Anyway the above msn conversation was brought to you by yours truly and janice (my ceredrinkmate). And yes, it is supposed to let my darling medi friends jump a little :)

Anyway! i'm gonna publicise my will and hopefully it'll start a healthy blogging trend of ..........




"Looking death in its face undaunted".

hyuk. i remember my old will, it was written on a hwa chong foolscap, haha i remember my worthless classmates beside me fighting for my meagre assets. *roll eyes* i do remember leaving my combimates and ml some stuff though. Junjie got my stereo set. haha. and boon my teddies. i can't remember exactly, now you people, don't start scavenging around, im not gone YET.

Anyway life has been pretty jumpy these few weeks.
Singing competitions (one defeat and one sorta triumph), sleeping on the toilet floor till 3 am , the most inspiring trip to wuxi ever to see my darling haohao who turned into an absolutely loveable BRAT (hahaha), getting a pseudo-fanclub and weird attention, forming a triumvirate with two of my seniors and a whole lot of rubbishy gossip-worthy play-love-triangles/quadrilaterals to spice up my otherwise muggerylife here in shanghai.

there. that sums it all. :) why do you guys insist in having periodic blogs when u know i can do it all in a paragraph with my gift in long illogical tedious ramblings?

i do miss the inner circle. alot. esp ml and adele. my two wisewomen. i haven't seen you two in ages. i can't wait for this semester to end. so i can feel your faces. haha. thats such a dramatic crap thing to say. and jiabin , i know u wanna add an 'e' to 'faces' cos u're such a cheesy person.

and people are saying they miss me. hurray. i need that from time to time and it doesn't mean just cos i 1) dun update my blog 2) dun sms u 3) dun email u 4) dun tok 2 u on msn, means i dun miss u peeps. i'm just busy. but i'll always entertain a singaporean. for at least 2 lines. and don't nudge me. its annoying.

shanghai is still loveable. it'll be helpful if the weather won't be such a bitch but we don't ask for too much. :) i'm getting fat. nothing is new. *roll eyes*

oh my will my will.

Okay okay here goes, just in case, fingers crossed, ohmmmmmmmmmmmm, meditation, ok :

1) Savings and all current cash assets : Parents
2) All sentimental stuff (presents and letters) : To the givers
3) All non-sentimental non-machinery stuff (CDs, clothes, ornaments, books) : hold a charity sale at my place for my friends only and all earnings go to Cerecare
4) Laptop, stereo, mp3 player, camera : Brother
5) MD player and Paul&Lauren CDs : Paul and Lauren
6) Solo photos : Add all, divide between inner circle, parents and brother
7) Group photos : Whoever in the photo who wants it

Try pooling some money (dun touch my cerecare funds) to publish a book with all my written works. like 100 copies for anyone who knew me. sell it at 30 SGD and all money goes to cerecare funds. haha. janice , pls ensure this.

Oh it'll be nice to have an album to commemorate me. But bit tough lar. But the paul&lau songs not pro enough, never mind, sell! (cerecare funds too)

Okay the body part will be troublesome cos i promised to donate my organs but just in case they are in like reallllly bad shape and hosp decide to 30day money back gurantee it, then u guys can just burn it and put it beside my maternal grandpa when he goes.

what else what else! erm my room shall be preserved as it is. to house any friend who decides to have some personal time with my remaining aura. my mum shall serve them cheesecakes, swiss rolls or bread, the way i made them once for him or her. my dad shall pour a glass of obligatory red wine, for us to remember the drinker i once was. play a joni mitchell song if its a rainy day and a tori amos slow number if its late at night. then he or she shall look at my photos (do keep an album of my favourite people in the room) before they fall asleep. And when the dawn arrives, we grieve no more, my mum shall make a cup of english breakfast tea without milk and sometimes without sugar, sit on the sofa , she will read her papers and tell the guest stories of my past, as the guest shall too, tell her about me. And then before it is eleven, my friend shall leave with a hug from my mother, and with love from me.

There. my will at 21.

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ooh i love this paparazzi photo. rocking. its SO justin timberlake and watztheirname?

5/18/2006 12:28:00 AM