Tuesday, April 20, 2004 0 comments Post a Comment Finished Sylvia Plath's " The Belljar ". rather absorbing and there are a few scenes or moments the character goes through which i can see myself in. but all in all, i don't find it terribly relevant to my life, how she loses her interest in everything, how she numbs and i definitely am not entertaining the possiblity of suicide (which is one of the recurring themes in the book ) because of it, unlike the person who lent me the book. haha. And i do feel slightly relieved, for some reason or another, that mental conditions could be this devastating. (i am assuming there is some sort of reflection of Plath's own condition in the lead's) It is quite disturbing too. Because the character Esther, does recover in the end (or i think she does). And i think in that choice of an ending, Plath probably attached with the story a hope for herself : to be salvaged from the fate of suicide which took her weeks after. I did learn some positive things from the book (surprise surprise): 1) you don't have to know where fate brings you all the time, which road you will take, what life you will have to live, since there is no absolute sureness of its occurence by possessing that knowledge. Just take life in each day, making sure each day doesn't go so out of step and you don't push yourself into corners. 2) as long as you have a passion for ONE thing in your life, there shouldn't be a scenario where you HAVE to die. forget bout the light at the end of the tunnel, look out for the little airholes spread throughout. oh well, i took a hot bath today. And hot baths really rock. And i got damien rice playing in the bathroom as well. its like having him sitting right beside my tub and giving it to me live. 4/20/2004 10:47:00 PM

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